This is a highly emotional song about not villifying an ex.

Grande’s fanbase refers to as the “ghostin” of eternal sunshine, as Grande has specified that she will never perform “ghostin”, track eight of… Read More [Verse 1]

Hung all my clothes in the closet you made

Your shoes still in boxes, I send them your way

Hoping life brings you no new pain

[Pre-Chorus]

I rearrange my memories

I try to rewrite our life

[Chorus]

But no matter how I try to (Mm)

And no matter how I want to (Mm)

And no matter how easy things could be if I did

And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it

I wish I hated you

I wish that weren't true

Wish there was worse to you

I wish you were worse to me

Yeah, I wish I hated you

[Verse 2]

Our shadows dance in a parallel plane

Just two different endings, you learn to repair

And I learn to keep me in one place

[Pre-Chorus]

So close (So close) and yet so far (So far)

If only we had known from the start

[Chorus]

But no matter how I try to (Mm)

And no matter how I want to (Mm)

And no matter how easy things could be if I did

And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it

I wish I hated you

I wish that weren't true

Wish there was worse to you

I wish you were worse to me

Yeah, I wish I hated you