[Verse 1]

Lately, I've been walking down dark spires

Feels like I could be killed

It sounds so stupid but I have

Forgotten how much I love the thrill

Now I'm drinking whites and I'm picking fights

Oh, the nights, I've never felt so stu–

And I know I should just talk to you

But I didn't know

No, I don't think I will

See, I'm not what you deserve

[Pre-Chorus]

Hey, I'm not coming home to you tonight

I'm loving all your nerves

I'm hating all your words

[Chorus]

I don't want to talk, just complicate

I love it when we end in screams and shouts

You know how I love to miscommunicate

I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud

No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate

'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down

No, you know how I love to miscommunicate

[Verse 2]

Lately, you'vе been walking in the light

You're always playing it safe

So I keep on drеaming that I'm leaning farther right

'Cause unstable's what I crave

You know why, threats send well but heaven sells

How they hell could you hate Novocaine?

No, I don't mean to lash out like that

But when I'm numb, I don't complain

No, I'm not what you deserve

[Pre-Chorus]

So I'm not coming home to you tonight

I'm loving all your nerves

I'm hating all your words

[Chorus]

I don't want to talk, just complicate

I love it when we end in screams and shouts

You know how I love to miscommunicate

I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud

No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate

'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down

No, you know how I love to miscommunicate

[Bridge]

I never had time to concentrate on you and I

But now I have time to contemplate on this huge goodbye

And I guess I just love to frustrate you, and I know why

I was impatient and they gave you my location

I'm not saying validation when I'm feeling such a stupid, ah

I was impatient as they gave you my location

I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid, ah

I was impatient as they gave you my location

I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid creation

[Chorus]

Didn't want to talk, I'll just complicate it

Even when we dated, I had my doubts

And I think that's why I, I've miscommunicated

This is my way of getting out

No, I don't want to touch, wanna complicate

And you know I'm way too good at letting you down

No, you know how I love to miscommunicate

And I'm not missing the communication