[Intro]

If you don't like my attitude

I'm feeling shit, not in the mood

Won't show you what lies deep inside

Just suck it up, don't sit and cry

[Chorus]

You say it's not that deep

But I can barely sleep

When you say to me

Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

[Verse]

Got out of bed and my hair is all a mess

See that message on my phone that'll always stay on read

And I called in sick for my shift i'll probably quit

Lay in bed, soaked in dread

I'll just get up in a bit

And I don't see the point in being nice anymore

They just give me a headache when they walk through that door

So i'll stay locked in my room and repeat the next day

Till I'm sick of being quiet

Need to clear my headspace

[Bridge]

Am really such a tеrrible person?

Am I mood-hoover always thеre a' lurking?

Am I too far gone for some slight adjustments?

Am I really the family disappointment?

[Chorus]

If you don't like my attitude

I'm feeling shit, not in the mood

Won't show you what lies deep inside

Just suck it up, don't sit and cry

You say it's not that deep

But I can barely sleep

When you say to me

Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

[Verse 2]

I'm skin and bones

My appetite has gone

And my eyes are faded cuz i'm so withdrawn

And I screamed and cried for help for way to long

Just for people to tell me there's nothing wrong

I've been messed up

Fucked up

So hot in the head

Got a temper

Anger issues that I fed

Like the monsters lurking late night in my bed

I can't take it, fake it

I might end up dead

[Bridge]

Am really such a terrible person?

Am I mood-hoover always there a' lurking?

Am I too far gone for some slight adjustments?

Am I really the family disappointment?

[Chorus]

If you don't like my attitude

I'm feeling shit, not in the mood

Won't show you what lies deep inside

Just suck it up, don't sit and cry

You say it's not that deep

But I can barely sleep

When you say to me

Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

[Outro]

Well, will I ever change?

Same mistakes

Need a break

When wake up again in my bed

Will I have a new brain?

Will I make some new friends?

I feel stuck, I feel fucked

Is it selfish If I die?

Stay alive?

Only cope by being fried

Wake up in my bed in the same clothes

Make-up

Wanna get famous

Waiting for my pay check, sitting on the couch

TVs on loud just to drown out the sound

And I'm stuck in a trauma bond

And all my other friends are gone

But she's the only one I want

And I'm too cool to be popular

[Chorus]

You say it's not that deep

But I can barely sleep

When you say to me

Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit