What are we now

Trying to keep it together but really I just wanna shout

Slowly I'm trying to show you my feelings but baby I just cannot seem to get out

Slowly I’m growing much colder I'm sober the rains pouring down, stuck in a drought

What is this bout, thinking we're happy and loving but baby you leave me with doubts

Thinking that this is our happy lil’ ending but then you befriending and really discount

You make me happier, sappier, crappier, leaving me slouched

Saying it loud

Crashing and thrashing my feelings I'm stupid because I allow

I don't need this now

Got me confused

One day you see me and need me then ditch me I might blow a fuse

One day you love me and act like I'm funny and then you go running I hope you're amused

Feel like I'm doomed

Yeah I've been beaten and bruised

Hoping that you see the truth

Hoping that you see I care for you, there for you, share with you even though I've been abused

Hoping you stay with me, pray for me, patiently wait for me after I heal all my wounds

But right now I’m screwed

Tell me what we have is special and then you go changing your moods

Play me a fool

Calling me bro like it’s cool

Baby I think that you're shrewd

Tell me right now if we’re gettin together so I can pursue

You got me confused

I think it's tragic

When we're together I feel like forever I'll be so ecstatic

Touching my head and my neck like what’s next like your fingers are magic

Why so dramatic

Caught up in traffic

Love it when I got you laughing like baby let's just let this happen

It feels automatic

Won't you just leave him and see him as someone that's so problematic

Won't you just block him and shock him not talking to someone erratic

We're so climatic

Tell me you don't think of us as a classic

And not so sporadic

I'm a fanatic

I need you badly, you calm down the madness and spiraling bat shit and bury the hatchet

Give me an answer

I feel so bad I romance her

I think that love is a cancer

I hope that what you got never stops round the clock, I cannot hand her off but feel unanswered

Feel like a man down

Baby tell me what's the plan now

Coming with me and we'll stand out

Play with my heart like you're jerking me, hurting me, I'm sayin damn now

You make me worry and give me anxiety cry for me baby I might need a xan now

Fell in love with your romance how

You keep me up at night thinking like why can't I just understand now

Gimme your hand now

Feel like I'm caught in a trance now

You make me feel like I'm king of the world with my girl then you say shit that loses my stance now

Got me confused

I'm so confused