Guilty

Conscious

Leaves you

Rotting

This is

What you

Fucking

Wanted

Anger filling up the tanks full

I guess should be thankful

I guess I should be grateful

But loosen your grip

I can barely breathe

The walls that you built for me

Close in around me

How many chemicals do I research

Until I find what's wrong with me

How long till research chemicals

In my brain stop haunting me

Voices in my head

Sing to me in a new harmony

Don't know how to let go

But holding on is harming me

I keep looking

But I still can't find any answers

No matter where l go

There always seems to be greener pastures

I keep looking

But I still can't find any answers

Dunno whеre to go

No no no no!

How many chemicals do I resеarch

Until I find what's wrong with me

How long till research chemicals

In my brain stop haunting me

They want the death of me

I am not your enemy

I am

Begging for empathy

But they want the death of me

Don't know how to let go

Guilty

Conscience

Leaves you

Rotting

This is

What you

Fucking

Wanted

I keep looking

But I still can't find any answers

No matter where I go

There always seems to be greener pastures