[Verse 1]

I've been sleeping on the floor for who knows how long

I've been sick as a dog, feeling anxious feeling ignored

If I gave it up now, would it matter at all?

Chain tags swinging in the breeze like a wind chime song

[Chorus]

But if I go back to when I was younger

Maybe I’ll start feeling stronger

It’s much better to block it out

Drinking kool-aid until we drown

Drinking kool-aid ‘til we drown

[Verse 2]

Walking home from school has never felt so lonely

With converse pressed in concrete, I wonder if you’ll stay

(But if I go—)

Slashing rubber tires burning through my memories

Like summer sunset in my dreams and shopping centre glow

Maybe it was all a test of if I’m truly lonеly

'Cause if these pеople care for me, why do I feel alone? (I’m)

Running through my frozen mind like stitches bursting at the seams

Let’s take a walk down easy street, I’m feeling sick, let’s go

Let’s go

[Chorus]

But if I go back to when I was younger

Maybe I’ll start feeling stronger

It’s much better to block it out

Drinking kool-aid until we drown

The writing’s done but it coulda been sappier

Meds are doubled, I shoulda been happier

White teeth cries over everything small

I just want to feel nothing at all

[Chorus]

But if I go back to when I was younger

Maybe I’ll start feeling stronger

It’s much better to block it out

Drinking kool-aid until we drown

The writing’s done but it coulda been sappier

Meds are doubled, I shoulda been happier

White teeth cries over everything small

I just want to feel nothing at all

[Bridge]

And I know you can’t save me from this drought

But I know you can’t sit and watch me go

I’ll stop cutting up my pants

I’ll stop letting my hair grow

'Cause if it really takes two to dance

Then I don’t know

[Chorus]

But if I go back to when I was younger

Maybe I’ll start feeling stronger

It’s much better to block it out