Dedication weighs a ton

When it's sinking in my hidden hunch

Modern day renaissance

Procrastinate with no response

Anxious irrelevance

I’m laughing at my own expense

Response ingenuous

I got nobody left to blame but myself

For it's natural instinct to act defensive

When you're a problematic subject

Dramatized in the public eye

Nation wide mortified by the slightest fright

Rightwing driving through the night

With a mind shield, windmill cable tied to my

Anxious irrelevance

I’m laughing at my own expense

My conscience irreverent

I'm coming to terms with my ignorance

Anxious irrelevance, this old rickety bridge burnt to a crisp

Response ingenuous, my arrogance is so petulant

I'm sending out a bad precedent

What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising

Natural instinct to act defensive

When you're a problematic subject

Kiss your crucifix

Struggle to get a grip

You're the main ingredient

To this disobedience

And it's my anxious irrelevance

I'm saddened by what I represent

What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising

Natural instinct to act defensive

When you're a problematic subject