[Verse 1]

My head is a house with long halls

Red lights, no doors

Had to make it a home all by myself

Always something to fix, dark thoughts

Blue pills, tight grip

When it's all that you know

You get used to it

[Chorus]

I'm homesick from living with myself

Made an exit plan, but I left it on the shelf

I've been so obsessed with romanticizing death

I know how the story ends

But how do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?

[Verse 2]

Just thinking out loud

Thought I'd be gone by now

So what do I do with all this extra time I got? (Time I got)

Sink into the couch

The drugs don't work, I found

When it's all that you know

How do you not self-destruct?

[Chorus]

I'm homesick from living with myself

Made an exit plan, but I lеft it on the shelf

I've been so obsеssed with romanticizing death

I know how the story ends

But how do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?

How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?

[Post-Chorus]

When your head feels like a cage

Just try to not self-medicate

That awful sound inside your brain

That's telling you it's all a waste

And you can't numb or kill the pain

Just call your friends, they feel the same

Don't keep it in, you'll go insane

How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?