
[Intro]
'Cause I don't know
Why these demons just won't leave me alone (Rake on the track)
Thirty-six months, [D?] (E-e-e-[?])
[Verse 1]
Hi, I'm Dave (I'm Dave)
And I'm depressed as shit, I need a beer
Gettin' the grips with all the weapons there
Killin' demons, I expected it (I expected it)
But the voice in my head says it's best equipped (Best equipped)
But I'm checkin' on my wrist for the best to slip
Turning [?] on my bed into a noose for my head to fit
New booze for the state I'm in (State I'm in)
Just create this shit and then just take it in (Just take it in)
'Cause taking pills is just to pay a wimp
Now fuck this line, [?]
To talk to adult, [?] is just fakin' it (Just fakin' it)
To prescribe tablets but I can't pay for shit
What amends me [?] I'm not engaging it (Not engaging it)
Yeah, I'm raging in life that I'm aging in (That I'm aging in)
Better go to the gym and get a training in
I won't go no lie, [?], yeah
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't know
Why these demons just won't leave me alone
Thirty-six months, [D?]
[Verse 2]
Hiya, it's me again (Dave)
[?] for life
Like I'm [?], I'm cleaning out my closet, like
I'm Eminem, I put one-five
But it feels like I'm fighting again (Bring it on)
I need to fight a jet to get my respect, innit?
[?] like a vasectomy
I won't let these demons go get to me
Wanna hide, wanna [?], expected of me
I rejected to speak to my weekly group of men
Even though they've seen me through some red
Times, when the fuse inside turned to death
You could use some rest
I'm sick of runnin' like a blue-ass fly (Blue-ass fly)
[?] on the people livin' through our times (Through our times)
Even though a fuckin' struggle checker [?] went out ([?] went out)
I just wanna fuck it up, I'm a dude that tried
I put them all [?], I'm a dude that cries
So tired, look like I got two black eyes
I don't wanna let a movie do [?]
This combat split, I left you all surprised
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't know
Why these demons just won't leave me alone
Thirty-six months, [D?]
[Verse 3]
I open the beat back up (Nope)
Feel the need now (Nope, nope)
When I'm lookin' for the cash (Nope, nope)
And I got three stacks (Nope, nope)
[?] fat Joe when I lean back (Nope, nope)
Got my feet out (Nope, nope)
[?] fives [?] now (Nope, nope, nope, nope)
But I feel low as the beat fades out
I can't cope with the sea wave now
Ain't nobody wanna meet Dave now
Low mood is a new trend now
I sent out cries for help
But I get naur
I got beers, got five if you wanna get down low
Like I'm in the [?], night out
But it's night-night, alright, lights out
Before I [?] fellow, knock his lights out
Then we [?] television, for the whiteout
Little less conversation, it's what I'm like now
When I put my fists up, yeah, and I ride out
This way, 'cause it only gets temptin' (Gets temptin')
I won't succumb to negativity, it's temptin' (It's temptin')
I got these demons lookin' at me and they tremblin' (Tremblin')
[?] lookin' at the Twitter, X, for the mention (The mentions)
But a new [?]'s what I got so bad [?]
I won't be shut down
I got a list of who had my back now
[Beer?] tastes bad now
Ready to lay off the smack down
If you smelt that [?] dealt the [?]
[?] when I'm pushin'
I know my story of my life and now I'm lovin' it
Yeah, I'm lovin' it
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't know
Why these demons just won't leave me alone
Thirty-six months, [D?]
[Outro]
Just remember
Mental health is just temporary
You will get through it
Do not make a permanent solution to a temporary problem
Smash it
Smash it to bits
Love