[Intro]

Check 1, check 1, check 1, check 1, check 1

Check 2, check 2, check 2, check 2, check 2

How many hours do I got left?

Check 3, check 3, check 3, check 3, check 3

Check 4, check 4, check 4, check 4, check 4

[Verse]

How many hours do I got left?

How many days do I got left?

How many weeks do I got left?

How many months do I got left?

How many years do I got left?

Looking at the clock feels like theft

Counting down the days 'til my own death

I wish I didn't live with my own mess

I wish all my homies a good life 'cause I don't really know if I can live with mine

All I really do is waste my time

Breaking down everywhere, feeling like crying

Will I be forced to give up?

I don't really wanna give up

But will I fuck around and ruin my life?

Locked in the bathroom at work just crying

'Cause I'm a nut for the music, uh, but I'm really scared to lose it

I can hear my voice giving out, what the fuck is that about?

Uh, tears falling

I hear my fucking father calling

[?]

Yeah, I'm just balling

My eyes red from the fucking tears

It's been so long, [?]

I just took some pills and I feel weird

Give the wheel to my higher being just to steer

I know this song is a little messy

And a little disjointed, trust me

I just can't keep going on like this

Just gotta get my thoughts on some paper and shit

How do I contain my all jealousy when all I see in the mirror is a freak?

My outlook on life been looking real bleak

I'm losing my hair, I'm losing my teeth

I'm losing my voice, I'm losing my speak, uh

I'm losing all my interest in being the best

Take a sharp dagger, dig it into my chest

Don't worry about the blood, I'll clean up the mess

I wish I could tell my friends how I really feel

I wish I didn't have to worry about the food in my meals

I wish I didn't weigh the weight that I do

I wish I could explore other avenues

I feel like I'm stuck in the same box

Someone threw away the key and [?] up the lock

Clawing out for any sort of purpose

Is this the reason I was put on this earth?

Uh, I wish I didn't have to feel any shit

I wish I didn't have to bleed in this bitch

I wish I wasn't making all these fucking videos to get a few clicks

Uh, put a gun to my head, make it go click

Head full of lead, empty out the fucking clip

Not even my ego can save me now

Blood pooling out my head, my ears ringing out

Every thought I had leaking out my head

Every memory, I put 'em on the bed

Sometimes the writing's on the wall

In this case, it's in blue ink

In the book of trees that fall

No one can help me, not even a shrink

KEZE, tell me how you really feel, fuck

[Interlude]

Be gracious to me, Oh Lord

For I am in distress

My eye is wasted from grief

My soul and my body also

For my life is spent with sorrow

And my years with sighing

My strength fails

Because of my iniquity

And my bones waste away

[Outro]

Please, please take me home

I don't wanna be all, all alone (I don't wanna [?])

Please, please take me home

I don't wanna be all, all alone (I'm afraid I'll hurt myself, [?])

Please just take me

Home

I don't wanna be alone (I don't wanna [?])

Please just take me home (I'm afraid I'll hurt myself, [?])

Home

Home

Home

Why me?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?