Cool so, Saturday 12th of May

2:4- oh my bad 2:37

169 in the studio

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[Verse 1]

I can tell when someone's jealous of me

The evil look in their eyes

They won't support you if they feel like you're above them

The only reason why they don't wanna see you shine

I see a lot of things on my timeline

People think I'm here for a short period of time

If you think that's true, then you're losing your mind

Nothing worth having comes easy in life

If it comes easy then it won't last long

I guess that's why they fell off after one song

Niggas get cut if they ain't on what I'm on

Invite them to a show and they all tag along

Invite them to a meeting still see if they want to come

Trust me, nobody comes

The difference between me and them

I know a lot of people, I haven't got a lot of friends

If you lie once then, you'll probably lie again

It doesn't make sense

The same ones on twitter are the ones that are in ends

Trying to find a way out?

Shes gone by 10 AM

And I gotta got paid now

I ain't playing games now

If you got a problem then we coming straight round

I said if you got a problem then we coming straight round

We all live and learn

Tables get turnt, bridges get burnt but money never gets returned

People only show up when they know you've got perks

How do you curse the one that gave birth

I know I shouldn't say it but I'm gonna say it

I still love my ex right down to the earth

If you want me show me how much you're worth

Be careful how you spend all the money that you earn

[Verse 2]

Everything I have in my life I deserve

Everything I have in my life I'm so gratefuI

Once upon a time I needed help I wasn't stable

Now I don't speak I put money on the table

Last year my life was so painful

I was very wasteful

I wasn't faithful

And I wasn't able to get all them things that I wanted on the shelf

My mum needed support but I really couldn't help

[Verse 3]

My ends don't want the best for me

Sometimes I think my own friends don't want the best for me

Many guys will draw me out and test me

Many guys talk online but they don't roll

They ain't got the same energy

It's jokes cause I'm not where I'm meant to be

If I see you it's meant to be

And tell your girl stop texting cause she'll never have sex with me

And if we do, she won't forget me

Look

I wanna know the reason why these people don't like me

A black boy 21 providing for his mum

I guess that's the reason why these people don't like me

Cause I've done all the shit that they fucking ain't done

I've done all the shit that they fucking can't do

My whole squad come through

And leave your yard empty like it's black friday sale

On my life you better think about your moves

[Verse 4]

Dreadful

I started getting replies off of girls that aired when

I was doing "I'm on my grind"

Incredible

Same girl that said my music's demonic said she wants to make some time

Eventful

I just got a text from your girl and she's saying that I've crossed her mind

Mental

Keep testing my patience I swear I'll lose my mind

I stopped explaining myself when I reaIised people only understand from their level of perception

I clocked that certain man don't like how my life's changed

And how I'm the center of attention

I got too much pressure on me right now

I ain't got time for all the love and affection

Something bad and you're all in my mention

But something good where you gone that's the question

Normally people don't hate you, they hate your success

But with me people hate me and they hate my success

Maybe it's because it took me quicker than the rest

Before I touched high school I was running on my own legs

Now I'm 21 and I'm running with my heart

I wasn't doing things that kids should be doing

Cause my dad weren't around and he never played his part

Every single day I was looking out the window

Waiting for him to turn a corner

But he broke my heart and made me cry and made me realise

Girls don't want me for me

But that's just how it is

[Verse 5]

See

You think I asked for this

You don't know what I done to get half of this

Ask my fucking nigga Lawrence he can vouch for it

If the number ain't saved I don't answer it

You stabbed me in my back

9 through stitches then I gave back chasing money and bitches

Started chasing my dream

Why do you think many guys never succeed

Jealousy and greed

And my mum said that you are what you eat

I made time for loads of people but they threw it back at me

So now I'm selfish with my time

But it's ironic that I've got time for all these girls that shouldn't have time

I shouldn't have a headache but ever since I started doing music properly I've had one every fucking day

I shouldn't be bad but how do you expect me to have all them things my mum couldn't have

That's the reason why I've done things I shouldn't have

I ask God to guide me

But I still feel trapped

And I don't know what I want from this anymore

And I don't wanna girlfriend anymore

And I ain't got time to see my friends anymore

A lot is happening behind closed doors

I feel drained and I ain't eating properly

I'm startin' to have problems mentally

The other day I just copped a Moncler

But it didn't feel right cause my vision's still cloudy

[Producer Tag : 169]

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