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Horsin’ Around

by @l3x Oliv3r

[Intro: Beatrice Horseman]

I just wanted to tell you, I know

I know you wanna be happy but you won't be and...I’m sorry

It's not just you, you know?

Your father and I we, well...

You come by it honestly

The ugliness inside you

You were born broken

That's your birthright

And now you can fill your life with projects. your books, and your movies, and your little girlfriends, but that won’t make you whole

[Verse 1: @l3x Oliv3r]

Sitting on this couch for 24 hours

Lost all the power to even shower

Still coming clean, see I fucked up everything

Fucked all my dreams, all these lucid scenes

Darkness dotted, depression discharges

Delight departed, demise deposit

Wanna cry, but the tears have dried

I'm hollow, empty and I wonder why

Wonder why

Thoughts when I murmur, suicide murder

Work no further, lost my fervor

In childhood was a freak like the X-Men

Staring at the TV without supervision

Oppressed with depression in all of my senses

Not social with the media, no likes or mentions

[Bridge: @l3x Oliv3r]

Put a little in my cup yea

A little in my cup yea

Yea yea yea yea yea

Get me out my rut yea

[Verse 2: @l3x Oliv3r]

Sitting on the couch for 36 hours

With a mix of a few tricks just to fix my darkness

It persist til' my wits just split I'm brainless

In the sticks with my clique and cancelling gigs

Happy or mad?

Depressed and I'm sad

Ruin opportunities to get a bag

To spend funds I don't have to fake a laugh

Then go back home and think why'd I do that

Impressing people I don't like

Flexing saying that I do try

We both can see that’s a damn lie

There’s no contacts with my eyes

Bills are piling up, but don't have the paper

It’s the same song and dance, but it's not Eminem

It's a wrong romance, Gaga for it then

Tried therapy man, and can't fix me damn

[Todd Chavez]

You are all the things that are wrong with you

It’s not the alcohol or the drugs, or any of the shitty that happened to you in your career, or when you were a kid

It's you, alright?

It's you

[Verse 3: @l3x Oliv3r]

Sitting on this couch for 48 hours

Taking downers and I'm close to powder

Haven't seen some chowder, but I'm short and blue

And I can't devour anything I'm so through

Keep your head up just so you can see

How can I do that when I focuses on defeat?

One trick pony not feeling my sound

Losing my voice cause I'm Horsin' Around

Can't make amends to my former friends

Can't meet my ends, darkness descends

How can I come back with everything that I lack

Negativity and that never gives me some slack

See, these women keep pitching their tits too close to me

Meant pinching their tents to get close to me

Keep thinking about the man I'm suppose to be

But I'm failing see, my fantasy is a fallacy

[Todd Chavez]

You can't keep doing this

You can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself

Like that makes it ok

You need to be better

[Bridge: @l3x Oliv3r]

Put a little in my cup yea

A little in my cup yea

Yea yea yea yea yea

Get me out my rut yea

Yea yea yea yea yea

A little in my cup yea

Yea yea yea yea yea

Get me out my rut yea

[Diane Nguyen]

Why can't I be happy? Am I busted?

[Hollyhock Manheim-Mannheim-Guerrero-Robinson-Zilberschalg-Hsung-Fonzerekki-McQuack]

Tiny voice in the back of my head

That goes like "hey everyone hates you, and they're not wrong to feel that way"

[Bojack Horseman]

And even if I did get better

The best I could ever be

Is still just some other version of me

[Chorus: @l3x Oliv3r]

Yea, I know it I know it I know

Take out the trash and pick up your clothes

Get out the house and go to the store

Exercise, talk it out with the bros

So go shower and pull up on hoes

Man save up for a trip and just go

Yea, I know it I know it I know

See the bright side and call up your folks

One door closes it opens some more

Don't blame yourself stop acting a fool

Stop comparing you not keeping score

Got so much life boy you are not through

Yea, I know it I know it I know

[Todd Chavez]

What else is there to say?