[Verse 1: K-Odd-ik]

I don't wanna say that I'm afraid

But I'm afraid fear has got me feeling like a slave

To anxiety and it's got me feeling like I'm caged

Can't be around people without feeling like I'm strange

Don't wanna change that's what scares me the most

Be the one that ain't nobody care if I'm a ghost

It's like my mind thinks shit just to hold it against me

Throw it in my face just to close in and fence me

You'll never be good enough your always gonna fail

You'll reach for your goals but you'll never prevail

Set sail for the island of isolation

Freezing up man, my mind is in hibernation

A fucking mess not feeling I'm gonna make it

You can expect another suicide in the making

But fuck it, man, I'll just keep drowning in my pity

Look for an answer and I found it man I'm quitting

[Hook:]

You probably don't wanna touch me

Created from your words worthless and ugly

I always got these damn black clouds above me

Why should you be allowed to judge me?

Said you probably don't wanna touch me

I tend to hurt everyone that loves me

Everything I lay my hands on turns to nothing

So why the fuck would anybody ever trust me

[Verse 2: K-Odd-ik]

This is it I've had enough of this shit

Destroyed myself and now I'm stuck in this pit

Life, in general, I ain't having luck with this shit

Could never fit in I'm just a fucking misfit

Missed it all the chances I had are gone

No one's fault but own I'm not getting mad at god

More problems pile up fuck it add em on

Some people see the good but I only see the bad and wrong

Approach slow and proceed with caution

No hope for me I've exceeded my options

That's why I'm always down and seeming exhausted

Snapping for no reason I freaking have lost it

Here I am feeling all alone again

Tell depression I'm coming home again

All these feelings deep down that I hold within

Bout to make me explode like you pulled the pin

[Hook:]

You probably don't wanna touch me

Created from your words worthless and ugly

I always got these damn black clouds above me

Why should you be allowed to judge me?

Said you probably don't wanna touch me

I tend to hurt everyone that loves me

Everything I lay my hands on turns to nothing

So why the fuck would anybody ever trust me

[Interlude: Psycho-T]

You know, I can't fucking cope

I always fuck shit up

What the fuck am I even doing here?

Fuck it

[Verse 3: Psycho-T]

Who the fuck cares if I fade away?

Everyone just leaves me anyway everyday

Years of anxiety is fucking me up

Everyone around me gets corrupt

Let me be in my own little bubble

'Cause if you don't - you'll be in trouble

I tend to fuck everything up, I'm a fuck up

I make a mistake and I break down, fuck...

I don't know what to do

Whenever I'm down I wanna choose

An option to leave this Earth

Being around me will just fuck you up worse

Stay away and you'll be good now

I'm surrounded by darkness and black clouds

Load up the gat, put it to my chin

Tonight is it, I'll see y'all in the end

[Hook:]

You probably don't wanna touch me

Created from your words worthless and ugly

I always got these damn black clouds above me

Why should you be allowed to judge me?

Said you probably don't wanna touch me

I tend to hurt everyone that loves me

Everything I lay my hands on turns to nothing

So why the fuck would anybody ever trust me

[Outro: K-Odd-ik]

I'm just trying to figure out why everything I touch seems to just wither away and die

It just seems cruel

This life, man, it doesn't seem worth it sometimes

K-Odd-ik, The Pit, 2018

Still at this shit for better or worse