[Verse 1: Marcus Jordan]

I swim in the water, but drown in the truth

Hidden aggression let out in the booth

Taking these L's, and I turn them to lessons

And life is a present, today is a blessing

I'm praying to God, I know that He listens

He's been through it all, and He's knows my addictions

And I don't know why, keep them at a distance

The people I love, but there's no doubt, I miss them

Fixing these problems again and again

But I'm running away, and I hide and pretend

That things aren't happening, how can it be?

That something so tragic could happen to me

But there's no escape, so I battle these demons

No cape on my back, but I fight different evils

I'm blind to the truth, but my name not Knievel

I'm seeking approval from too many people

They say I won't make it

Is that guaranteed?

Doubting my mind, killing me behind scenes

Look in the mirror, don't like what I see

So I'm changing my attitude, take what I need

Ugh, sometimes I just live in the lie

Sometimes, it's easier just to get by

I get caught in the smoke, and sometimes I get high

What you seek on the surface is different inside

What you seek on the surface is different inside

Man in me telling me, fill it with pride

Running in circles, them days passin' by

What you seek on the surface is different inside

Man in me telling me, fill it with pride

Running in circles, them days passin' by

[Verse 2: Phillip the Zero]

I know what a chain feels like

To go to bed depressed, and wake up complainin'

I know what a shame feels like

To be so far gone that you can't come back

Or at least that's how you feel

They tell you, "Phil, you're just being emotional

Suck it up, be a man, it's what you're supposed to do"

Sittin' there praying like, "God, I don't feel that close to You!"

People greezy, I don't know who to trust

Catching' souls, and my Bible's catching dust

Throw up my [?], so I can feed my flesh

Now the smell of sin is giving me erections

God, I need protection!

Can't be beneath me to seek your release when the cycle is pride and defeat

You see too much and your tastebuds change

Never thought I'd get to the point where the gender no longer mattered

Or talking to men's a compulsive habit

You can't express it, I just suppress it

But what do you expect from the sensitive kid that they called a "faggot?"

For far too long, we was out on the wrong side of curses

But the Lord gives grace in these verses

So the person that's hurting can know that there's hope when they're ain't no escape

[Verse 3: Isaiah Velez]

You know what it's like?

To look in the mirror and hate what you CC

Sending a message, but they won't receive

Why would they listen if you don't believe?

Lately, this pen is my place of escape

A relief from the loneliness placed on my plate

And I wonder if God's playing games with my fate

All this sight got me losing my faith

You know what it's like?

To be told that you're special

And placed on a pedestal?

Don't feel enough to be standing up tall

So you jump into sin, tryna lighten the fall

I don't know if you know what I'm going through

Game of Life, but it feels like I'm 0-2

Masturbating to try to feel anything

Just a peasant that wishes he was a king

This a season

Where I'm bleeding

I've been begging

I've been pleading!

I just need an escape, feeling restless

But I give up my sleep to watch Netflix

Drinking heavy to drown what is deep in me

Watching porn and then crying to sleep, you see

I just need me an exit, that'd be a blessing

All these decisions, they lead me to death, man!

So I'm eyeing at Zion

Head to the Heavens

Walk as a freeman like Morgan in Seven

My hope is what God has got for me is better than anything under my reign, like the weather

I'm counting my joy

Fight through my mess

Faith strong as iron, no dragon on chest

And in moments I feel like I'm wanna escape

I'll remember that this is just part of the test