Someday, somehow, hopefully today

I’ll stop the pills and learn to pray

To stop missing you

And all your shitty friends

Hiding weed from his kid in his house on Elm

The girl who secretly made my heart melt

Okay, well I guess the girl was obvious

I try so hard to forget about the comfort

And you said don’t write another song about you

But here we go

Snorting coke off a desk in your parents home

Thinking of the things that could go wrong

But looking back it was

Really not okay

Or was it really okay for my age?

I was wise and I swore that I saw love in your eyes

But a kid like me shouldn't be with an adult

And I try so hard to forget about the bad things

And I try so hard to not miss them too

But here we go

Thinking back on the days where I had more hope

That I’d be sober, clean, and kicking dope

But as of right now it doesn't look like it

I try really hard to just keep away

But the physical pain causes me to stay

I wish there was someone who understood

I try so hard to just to stay at peace

And I try so hard not to fuck things up

But here we go