[Intro]

Hey

[Verse 1]

I'm just tryna go stupid in my own head

I'm just tryna run it up, make my own bread

I don't really give a fuck what they all said

One day everybody turning blood red

Let's pretend we ain't numb inside all our heads

Everyday face down into all our beds

Only hear bad stories about the fucking feds

Free Thug, Melly, Tay-K, we fucking pled

Thinking about all of the people who injected lead

And all the people who been murdered, how much they bled

All the mouths on the street that ain't been fed

They felt the same way that I did when you left

Not the way that I felt when we first met

All the people online that I don't text

I don't know when I'll see everybody next

Only thing I can do is run up the checks

[Pre-Chorus]

Let's pretend that we're all fucking numb now

Let's pretend that we're all fucking done now

Let's pretend that we're all fucking dumb now

Let's pretend that we're all— all—

[Chorus]

Left me for dead, I don't care what you said

Fucked up in the head

Wait for me but I won't wait for you

Too fucking long, fuck you wanna do?

I won't wait for you

Left me for dead, I don't care what you said

Fucked up in the head

Wait for me but I won't wait for you

Too fucking long, fuck you wanna do?

I won't wait for you

Left me for dead, I don't care what you said

Fucked up in the head

Wait for me but I won't wait for you

Too fucking long, fuck you wanna do?

I won't wait for you

[Verse 2]

I won't wait for you, what you wanna do?

I don't wanna lose, I got much to prove

Let's pretend that we're all fucking numb now

I'm tired of this shit, should I damage up my lungs now?

Half my idols dead, leaving me a frown now

But I got glaive so it's fuck this town now

Say shit happens for a reason, I'm like "How?"

All this pain I've endured been the way all along now?

Tryna climb up the ranks like Sadao Maou

Got this feeling in my mouth that I won't drown

I'm tryna go but it ain't all the way out

If I stop making music, this my final bout

I'm tryna think how we can all get along through the words of this song without feeling so wrong, uh

Without feeling so wrong, uh

Without feeling so— yeah

[Pre-Chorus]

Let's pretend that we're all fucking numb now

Let's pretend that we're all fucking done now

Let's pretend that we're all fucking dumb now

Let's pretend that we're all— all—

[Chorus]

Left me for dead, I don't care what you said

Fucked up in the head

I'll wait for you but you won't wait for me

Too fucking long, fuck there is to do but just wait?

I contact you, you forget me

Left me for dead, I can't wait for you

I can't wait for you