[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]

My skull numb and my head high

I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system

You know me, I had to get right

It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

I feel too alive, I must be out my mind

Rolling off a tesla, this not no test drive

You know me, I had to get right

It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

[Verse 1: Caspr]

I've been optimistic

I'm dying, but who is it?

You were a part of me, until I lost it

You're tired of blowing kisses

Off the drugs, well, like, who is it?

Going out of life is so exhausting

Got a different point of view is the reason why I hate my life

Real reason why I don't think twice

Sometimes, I wanna' end my life

But I think it's gon' be alright, be okay

See you every single day

Recognize these voices in the wall and I'm seeing your face

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]

My skull numb and my head high

I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system

You know me, I had to get right

It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

I feel too alive, I must be out my mind

Rolling off a tesla, this not no test drive

You know me, I had to get right

It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

[Verse 2: Jaxxon D. Silva]

I'm sick of seeing red lights every time I close my eyes

I can't sleep at night, I go to bed high

Thank god that my bitch got sex drive

[Outro: Jaxxon D. Silva]

My skull numb and my head high

I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system

You know me, I had to get right

It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy