[Intro: 8 Mile sample]

**sounds of scuffling and fighting as B-Rabbit gets jumped in front of his house**

[Verse 1: J-Formz]

I keep havin this dream: I get jumped and my bike jacked

To make matters worse, son, I run, I don't fight back

I'm told playin hockey one night

That a friend I never even knew was sad went and took his own life

Kicked out of my school, played by girls

The day I met him, I noticed my views changed on the world

He said: "What up!?" and I knew he looked familiar

My friends told me not to fuck with him because this dude was a killer

Whatever, he said he got me, and I'm graspin at straws

"Don't let him fool you cause he's got the same name as yours..."

They trippin, I'm thinkin: like, how bad could he be?

Fuck what he do to them, care what he do to me; "You'll see..."

He said: "I just find shit strange

They make you act a certain way, and then they ask you why you changed?"

And he had a valid point I never noticed before

It felt good like a drug, so please, show me some more

I'm hooked...

[Chorus: J-Formz]

But this is all just a dream in my head I've dispersed

And when I wake, it's all over son, for better or worse

And it's weird, cause for years, I'd complain

That the moment I'd wake up, my dream would disappear from my brain

And I swear, they'd be gone forever

Now I wish that I could only remember that I don't wanna remember

Cause they feel terrible and I don't know what they mean

Out of control and can't seem to get a hold on my dreams...

[Verse 2: J-Formz]

He told me "Fuck that bitch and fuck that school!"

Broke the thermostat, I'm free to go and loose my cool

Gave me pointers: how to talk, how to act

And the clothes that he bought me for the girls got my confidence back

"Fuck this negative shit that all these people made you feel!

You gon' get on this mic, and prove to them that you real!

It's your moment, go and get in they face and be great!

Cause less time's the only thing that comes to those who wait..."

But the more that he spoke, the more problems I'd get

Told me I'm free to do drugs and drink myself to death

Said I'm broke and unfixable, so why even care?

Keep the money for razors and fuck cuttin your hair

"You don't handle life well, why don't they let you be!?

I keep it real, they try stoppin you from talkin to me..."

As if there's any sort of point in ANYTHING that we do

Everybody is nobody, son, and that includes YOU!

Fuck it...

[Chorus: J-Formz]

But this is all just a dream in my head I've dispersed

And when I wake, it's all over son, for better or worse

And it's weird, cause for years, I'd complain

That the moment I'd wake up, my dream would disappear from my brain

And I swear, they'd be gone forever

Now I wish that I could only remember that I don't wanna remember

Cause they feel terrible and I don't know what they mean

Out of control and can't seem to get a hold on my dreams...

[Verse 3: J-Formz]

He passed his road test, caue son, he's drivin me crazy

Won't let me sleep at night, and comes over only the daily

The more I tell him to leave, it's like the longer he stays

Started talkin reckless, told me this the bed that I made

"Don't think I'm ever gone just cause you can't see me no more..."

I tried to punch him in his mouth and put a hole in the door

I kept swingin, hittin nothin but air

I'm breakin shit, I threw my laptop at him, but there was nobody there

You didn't know!? I'm the anxiety inside your head

Fuck a formal name, just call me depression instead

Maybe I'm even PTSD on the low

Call me guilt, or panic, anything other than Joe

I took a handful of Xanax and laid back on the bed

I needed somethin to remove myself from my own head

But the next day, when I set my foot on the floor

My computer was broke and there was a hole in my door

It was real......