Incarcerated by my fear, paranoia

I'm condemned to live a wretched life

Confinement in a sterile world isolation

Disconjunction with society

Boiling my food to exhume the parasites

Diet disinfection

Water flowing through, filters for distilling

Organisms infesting

Oxygen tanks, a breathing apparatus

Perpetuates vitality

Beleaguered by repulsion of defilement

Functional disorder of the mind

Obsessive aberrations of absolute purity

Neurotic compulsion

Accursed affliction

Gnawing lamentation

Deteriorating intellect

Distortion of perception

Self-proclaimed diagnosis

Drastic resolution

Self-prescribe a red hot slug

White knuckle pistol grip

Load the chamber, hammer cocked

Jam the barrel in my mouth

Need a reprieve from my misery

Unrelenting anxiety

All I ask is one final plea

.44 caliber brain surgery... surgery

[Lead: Sykes, Reilly

Sykes, Reilly

Sykes, Reilly]

Purgatorial euphorium

Banish my affliction

Lead-forged entry wound, exempting me from

Melancholic psychosis

Cybernetic annihilation

Finally set me free

Released from my coma, denied death's crushing jaws

Prolonged tortured existence

Informed by physicians, an amateur lobotomy

Deprived of an autopsy

Psychotic abortion

Grey matter negated

Premeditated remedy

Procedure of extremity

Thought I had a master plan

.44 in my hand

Assassination was my goal

Polluted filthy world I loathe

Suicide with no success

Abolished my obsessiveness

Propelled the cure emphatically

Change convictions radically

Practicing without a degree

.44 caliber brain surgery