[Verse 1]

Sometimes you make me wanna put my fucking head through the wall

Sometimes I wonder if I even know you at all

Fall asleep to the sound of your old rotating fan

I cut the fuck out of myself and soaked the bed sheets with blood again

[Verse 2]

I hold my head underwater just to drown out the noise

It's always my fault, girls will be bitches and boys will be boys

I know I don't need you, but I'm terrified of letting you go

Even after all the times you fucked the shit out of me while I was crying, "No"

[Verse 3]

And how am I supposed to feel good about myself when everything I do is wrong?

When I'm just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak, and I don't wanna go on?

And I don't wanna leave my house, 'cause I know everybody's staring at me now

"Why the hell am I alive?" is what they think, they wanna take me down

[Chorus]

And I can't give it up, can't walk away, there's no escaping you now

(There's no escaping you now)

I'm gonna die all alone next to you in this piece of shit town

And we've been cursed since the start, Jesus didn't want us, no

And you take all of your sins out on my body like everyone else does

Shooting up our old school when we get bored of shooting up

And fuck the cops, and fuck God, and fuck this town for ruining us

And they'll put holes in all we own and in our heads, pumped full of lead

You always told me I could only leave you once we're both dead

[Outro]

Sometimes you make me wanna put my fucking head through the wall

Sometimes I wonder if I ever even knew you at all