How can I get some sleep when I’m so worried

This shit went by fast quick in a hurry

Your troubles heavier when you carry

But don’t mind me I’m just reflecting

Reflection

I’m just reflecting (Yeah)

Reflection

I’m just reflecting

[Verse 1]

My heart’s open on Sunday even

Even Sunday evenin

Which some people don’t believe in

But this ain’t preachin me tryna decree a deity

This is me wonderin why you seein what you see in me

And how I can see it too

Ain’t no interest in bein you

I just wanna know how you write your plans out and see ‘em through

Cuz my anxiety make plannin a hard thing to d

This is just me ventin

You know how people get me

Feelins they ain’t admittin

You know how people get reminiscin

And start resentin every move that they made

Like they doin a life sentence

I think of everybody I slept with or did dirty

Shut down on so I ain’t have to communicate with em

Just so they can’t hurt me

And turn around and give my heart to a person I know damn well ain’t worthy (You don’t deserve me)

I ain’t supportin bein subordinate

But if you can’t find the answers maybe divorce is it